Colors seem to fade

Colors (video) ~ Amos Lee

This week has been a bit rough, though I've done my best to not let it show. Perhaps it shows in the quiet moments, when I think no one notices, when my eyes slightly turn away and my breathing turns a bit heavier. There was this moment, split second in nature, where I felt like something I'd lost was back. And in that moment, while I kept my eyes tightly shut, I let myself spin around in it. I fool myself sometimes in the way I think, or choose to feel, or not feel. But in those still hours late into the night it is hard to deny the truth. What we had meant everything to me, so who am I to pretend it doesn't mean everything still. And who am I to deny the facts that I know it means so very little to you.

"Yesterday I got lost in the circus,
feeling like such a mess.
Now I'm down,
I'm just hanging on the corner,
I can't help but reminisce.

When you're gone all the colors fade."

L.